I made a confession the other day on how I let my husband get a happy ending. It felt so good to get it off my chest.

I want my husband to be with another woman and I’m literally obsessed with it. We talk about it sometimes but I think about it a lot. He doesn’t know that every time we have sex I’m pretending he’s sleeping with someone else. It’s the only thing that can make me cum. We do sometimes talk about it during sex like dirty talk. But most of the time he just wants us to be in the room and not think about other women but I still do. 🤦🏼‍♀️ I feel so bad because I know he just wants to sleep with me in that moment but I can’t help it. I can’t finish unless I’m thinking about it. He also doesn’t know that when I play with myself it’s only ever about him sleeping with other women. Sometimes even when he goes to sleep I play with myself beside him and watch porn pretending it’s him with someone else.

I’m obsessed 😭