I haven’t told anyone about this. I’m a 20 year old college student and have been friends with my best friend who I’ll call John, for about 10 years and have been really close. When I turned 18 we had a dinner all together and my friend’s mom, whose around 40, would constantly call me handsome and a “young man” which I thought is completely normal and never thought about it really until now. I specifically remember after that night my mom had told me that my friends mom had to give me a “present” that she forgot to give which I didn’t think of it in any other sense until recently as well. I hear and see all these stories of older women and younger men and it really turns me on and the whole ‘best friends mom’ scenario has got me feeling differently. She has been having some marital issues recently as well and I thought maybe that had to do something with it but I might just be delusional. I haven’t seen her recently due to her son in college and he’s not home but I’m very into the idea of getting with her.