27 (f) im obsessed with this woman at work her body ( butt ) is so perfect she even caught me looking but didn’t tell HR. I told myself that I was going to stop but it’s impossible. We had to do an audit on a trailer together and she confronted me saying that she saw me taking a picture of her when I was behind her, ( only to help hold me over😔 I know I’m a creep) I said I’m so sorry I would never do it again. She asked me why I did it and I told her that she had a beautiful body and it’s Motivation for me, she t hen asked me why I bit my lip when I stare, I had nothing to say. I told her I’m sorry and my lust for her was going away and I’m getting better at controlling myself and she rolled her eyes. I tried desperately to change the subject and then she dropped her pen. Her lace thong showed perfectly thru her ( then see thru leggings) she then started backing up and stopped when her body touched mine. I stood frozen and then she rubbed against me. I must of lost control of my body for a second because before I knew it I was kissing her butt and my hand was rubbing the outside of her sexy pink lace thong. She then bent over farther with both her hands on a small pallet and I started eating it, ( it was so wet , I didn’t understand) the moans that she try to suppress by putting her hand over her mouth made we want her more, I was like a starving dog that finally got the bone that it I couldn’t reach because my leash was to short. She would tell me to stop and I would wait five seconds before tasted her again this time slower, her trembling drove me crazy, I only noticed she lifted her shirt and bra when she told me to stop again because I was staring at her with anticipation wanting to go again. Before the five seconds could past I was at her nipping playing with her kitty at the same time she then started trembling again and her moans got louder. I got so excited I put my mouth on her again and my mouth was filled with her, I felt nothing like it, she then jumped away from me, ( I guess I forgot to stop) I started to apologize and told her I couldn’t help myself. She fixed her clothes and smiled before she walked away leaving me to fantasize even more. Fast forward she bends over around me all the time and started wearing tighter shirts and would press her breast on my arms😭 I don’t know what to do I’ll do anything to taste again, but she isn’t giving me permission, why is she teasing me?