i’m sure this sounds pretty mundane in comparison to some of the other stuff here but it’s pretty extreme for me. irl i’m a pretty shy and quiet person, and most people think i’m ace with how disinterested/uneducated about sex i am. i’m still a virgin and i haven’t kissed anyone or even dated anyone.

i noticed nowadays i can only get off to degrading/humiliating things. nothing mean, just demeaning or condescending. things like misogyny, stuff about converting me to not be a lesbian, things like that. i do struggle with actually reaching orgasm and while i haven’t found a fix for that yet it was really hot that i decided to put a vibe in my panties and just keep it in there until i finished my CS homework. every time i squeezed my thighs or even moved a certain way it would feel so weird and it was something i haven’t experienced before which was really hot. I feel like i’m closer to experiencing the big orgasm that a lot of women talk about.