So We (22) are a freaky couple and like to explore our wild fantasies. Last weekend we decided to live our fantasy of me getting cucked by an unknown stranger at a club. We decided that we will find a random guy who will fuck her in front of me and later I will claim her after he is done fucking her and cumming in her. I regret what followed.

We met a 30 dude who looked chill. He hit on her and we decided to tell him that we are interested in a threesome jokingly. He didn't take it seriously at all and thought we are just joking, but after a few drinks we insisted that we are serious about it and mentioned that I would be watching them and will try to claim her back.

Fast forward we went to his place. I was confident about my sexual prowess since I have a 7 inch cock but when my girl unzipped him, both of us were shocked. He although was not as long as me, but his cock was as thick as a can of coke! I lost a bit of confidence at that. but what followed was, him fucking my girl like a cheap whore and she screamed like a slut and I've never seen her moan that loud.

Final nail in the coffin was that when I tried to claim her back, as I inserted my cock in her pussy, it felt loose, like really loose! It was filled with his cum and I could feel it being looser that it usually is and this made me lose my boner.

I haven't been able to properly fuck her since that day and I have lost my confidence. She has noticed that and I feel like she has lost some respect for me and thinks of me as being a less of a man.

I guess I'm just a beta male! I really need some help in understanding my situation and how I can gain my confidence back.