Anyways we finally blew up. I begged him to let me still fuck him on the side. That’s how Much I love his dick. He told me no. Now we aren’t talking. I got mad so I said some mean things. I think we are officially done done. I’m just going to miss that dick. He was 9inches and he knew how to use it. Hit my spots and put me in positions where he bottom out. I am into bdsm, and I’m a sub. I squirt. He let me get messy and put my ass to sleep every time. Im scared im never going to find that good of sex again. I guess maybe that’s what made it good. We were toxic and always fighting but the only thing was good was sex. Only thing that would shut both of us up and be in happy fucked dazed.