Being at a strict college gets to me... During class I tend to let me mind wander to things I probably should be ashamed of. Thinking of all the possibilities of things I could have done to my body. What I deserve. It's just been a reawakening since I went to college. Like I learned about toys... Just the idea of a toy that someone gets to control inside me. That's so crazy. It makes me shake thinking about it... I want one inside me during class so badly. Trying to be quiet as someone controls the sensations inside me. Today I decided to go to a sex store today to look at them 🥵 Walking in there was so nerve wracking as I’ve never done anything like that. I was so scared someone I know would see me walking in there. It’s a big no no to go somewhere like that 😬 But I Just couldn’t help myself. I was so wet as I walked around. Looking at all the things I could put inside me. 🥵 when I ended up leaving I touched my pussy in the car because I couldn’t wait any longer 😩 I didn’t get anything today but I’m hoping to go back there soon to pick out some things