It's literally all I think about. It's all that really satisfies me. I think it's safe to say it's a deep fetish for me. My wife doesn't like it, and she won't let me give her a facial. Giving a facial is another big fetish for me.

I thought I could live with it all just being something to fantasize about, but around 10 months ago, I crossed that line. I found a perfectly hot and submissive frustrated married woman on reddit, 10 years younger than myself, and living near enough to meet. We chatted for awhile but eventually, it was time to meet.

I was instantly hooked. She was so so submissive and sexy. I ended up bruising the head of my cock on the back of her throat. I felt like I had so much pent up inside, I really went hard on her. And she loved it. It ended with me giving her an absolutely massive facial. We met once more after that but the logistics were a bit too complicated for my liking.

I needed more. I found another local married woman on reddit. A little younger, even. We met once a week for a couple of months. She would have me over to her apartment, very close to my workplace, just hours before her husband got home. I fucked her throat in her living room, in her kitchen, in her bedroom, in my car at a nearby parking garage (while her husband waited at home for her) and even once at my work place. Almost every meeting ended with a facial.

Always one to think outside the box, and feeling like I didn't want to limit myself to only reddit, one morning I walked around a local college campus and put up stickers I drew up by hand. "Free throat training" with some contact information. I didn't think it would actually work, but lo and behold, months later, I finally got a hit. A 21yo college girl with her own apartment. She was another perfect throat and we had a couple of fun sessions together.

There was another 21 year old, I happened upon in a reddit post. She made a post to a misogyny subreddit about wanting to dress to get inappropriate attention on a train ride home to see her parents for mother's day weekend. I sent her a message. "It almost seems like you could be a college girl in Philly". Sure enough, she was. 30 minutes later, I was fucking her throat like a fleshlight in her living room while her roommates were at class. Another big facial.

An engaged woman, in her early 30s, she found my profile. We chatted for a few weeks. Eventually the tension was too palpable, and one afternoon I ended my day in her apartment, feeding her my cock and cumming on her face before enjoying a smoke and some idle conversation.

BUT I ALWAYS WANT MORE.

New throats, new experiences. I'm a man obsessed. Will it be my undoing? Potentially. But it's all I think about. Mostly. I have other kinks, sure, but blowjobs, throatfucking, and facials seems to be what really makes me a manslut.

I keep thinking about retiring. Put away my cheating cock and quit while I'm ahead. And yet, I keep coming back.

I want more age gaps, more slutty submissives. More college girls. More cheating wives. More more more.

It's been dry, lately. My local personals haven't been getting me the same attention. Honestly, the first half of this year was such an insanely good run on here.

I obviously follow all the deepthroat, throatfuck, blowjob, cumshot and facefuck subreddits that I can. So I like to visit those subs, to sort by the top posts of the week, to look for the posts with the highest comments. Because you know what you'll almost always find in those highly commented on facefucking posts? Some young woman saying "I wish someone would do this to me". And so I send them a message. I tell them that I could absolutely do that to them. And I hope, that by some stroke of luck, they live in the Philadelphia area. So far, no luck. But it's only a matter of time. My city is full of sluts, right? So many colleges here, a lot of kinky people. Some of these local sluts must be looking to have their throat stretched. We'll see. It's always been a game of patience and persistence, so we'll see.

And here's the thing. All of these experiences? Well, it's all great practice. And it turns out- I'm really good at it. Seems like it shouldn't really be something one could NOT be good at, but I've come to feel like quite a professional when it comes to throat fucking. It's knowing about when and how to push them, when to pull back, when to praise and when to degrade. I'm a dirty talking, slightly sadistic dominant throatfucker, and I can't stop now. I won't.