And one was much more enjoyable than the other.

Friday : I recently wrote a post on RAOBJ, looking for a Dom to use my mouth. I'd spoken to a few Redditors, however nothing had come to fruition from this. I was still receiving messages from it, and one had come in during the week which caught my attention and seemed promising. We'll call him M. M and I spent the week exchanging messages and flirting, deciding to meet for a drink on Friday. I got myself dressed up and looking pretty for him, hopeful and excited for what the night might hold for me. He'd made a point of not discussing kinks or what he is like as a Dom - apparently so as to "not ruin the excitement".

We got to the pub at about 8pm. We had two glasses of wine each. It was awkward at times, and generally a bit stilted. He was obviously quite nervous. The vibe was that of an awkward tinder date from my early 20's. I was promised sexual tension, flirting and a Dominant man (supposedly, a very good one at that...) - What I got was a man who was drunk off half a glass of wine, who said "I'm sorry" three times every 5 minutes and was more delusional than dominant.

I still invited him back to mine - hopeful that this might progress to a more enjoyable evening. I was unfortunately just as divisional. I was treated to about 15 minutes of being "used". I was eager, hopeful of a dominant man to enjoy my keen and desperate submission.

Once again though, it felt like a shit tinder date - An awkward fumbled fuck, with someone who doesn't really know what they're doing. I took his cock in my mouth for about 3 minutes, rather than a oral focused time that I was desperate for. I then got ontop of him and rode his cock. I felt that I was leading the whole scene. The only hint of kink I could pick up on was him asking "are you going to be a good girl for me?" and calling me a "good girl" as I rode him. He did take some control by the end though, by got on top of me and putting me in missionary. This lasted another 3/5 minutes, until he told me he was going to cum. I begged him to - out boredom and wanting to get it done with, rather than the a true desire for him to cum.

Luckily he decided not to stay, leaving at about 10.20pm. I was greatful to the rest of the evening to myself. I drunk a glass of wine while I edged my desperate pussy over and over - fantasizing about being used by a real cruel dominant Redditor. I finally finished cumming all over my fingers, knocking me out.

I awoke in the morning to see he had deleted our conversation and his Reddit account. I was pleased I didn't have to figure out how I would delicately tell him I wasn't interested - but I was also irked he was that much of a weasel he couldn't bring himself to communicate with me. I did take a sense pleasure of being used - but I wished that it would have been more of a degrading, demeaning, oral focused session I had wanted. Being used by a pathetic boy just didn't hit the stop I desperately wanted scratched.

Saturday: I had been out drinking with my friends and I'd missed my last train home. I could have crashed at a friend's house, but instead I thought I'd try my luck booty calling a Dom I hadn't played with for a good few months - We'll call him W. He messaged me back swiftly, telling me I was welcome to come over. I smiled, knowing I would get used and fucked properly. I carried on drinking another few rounds of cocktails before calling a cab to take me to his place.

I arrived close to 1am, drunk and horny. He had a joint rolled for me upon my arrival, which we quickly smoked. Soon I was stripped of my clothes, drunk and high, on my knees in front of W. This was what I wanted. I felt myself starting to slip into sub space as I was told what to do - which included humping his shoes desperately, get his dick out of his trousers and sucking it. All while being filmed by him. When W was finally wound up enough to want to use my desperate, soaked pussy, he told me get into his bed, get on my back with my legs spread open and to wait for him. I laid there like a good slut, waiting for him to shut down the house for the night and come to bed.

He finally came in, fully stripped and buried his big, hard cock deep into me. He used my body how he pleased, telling me to stay still and take it like a good fuck doll. He fucked me, making me cum over and over again. Knowing I'm a warm set of holes for him to use how he pleases, to lay there and he fucked by him, turns me on so much, I can't help but cum all over his cock. Finally after I couldn't cum any more, a cock drunk whore laying in a horny mess underneath him, he came deep in my pussy. He rolled off me, his cock slipping out of my still drenched hole. He wrapped his arm round me as our cum mixed together seeped out my pussy. I passed out soon after, at about 4am.

Sunday: I woke up in W's bed at around 10.30/11am. He made me a cup of fresh coffee, toast and a morning joint for us to share. We sat in the kitchen waking up, me in his PJ bottoms and my top from Saturday night, which barely covered my tits. Him, dressed in his PJs. Once we finally woke up, he ordered us back to bed.

I was instructed to get under the duvet and to get his cock in my mouth. I spent a long time under the covers with cock in my mouth. I was allowed to play with myself the whole time - until I was told to ruin my orgasm for him. I hate ruining, but I am a good girl and always do as I am told. I was also lucky enough to be allowed to make out with W's asshole. Something that makes me so desperately horny. After my first ruin, Sir used my soaked pussy again.

W fucked me three times on Sunday, he allowed me one ruined orgasm and one actual orgasm - which I had with his cock in my mouth under the covers, after I had edged myself blindfolded for an hour. I sucked his cock for ages, I made out with his asshole and I spread my legs and let him use me over and over, taking his cum in me.

This weekend was a lot of fun. I love being a slut and letting men fuck me - even when they only last 15 mins max and aren't the dominant demanding men I so desperately want to please. I am glad I won't see M again, but I am still glad to have let another Redditor use me. And I am very very glad that I was able to be used properly on Saturday and Sunday, making up for the disappointments of Friday. I thanked W multiple times and I look forward to the next time he uses me.