Athletic, blue collar, masculine presenting guy. Grew up in a typical US suburb, mostly white school, but not far from a major city. "In betweener" type, wasn't popular or outcast. Dated women all through high school. Never really envisioned myself doing anything gay, but things drastically changed for me...

This was all around the time BLACKED porn was getting popular. Kardashians were popular. The interracial wave was starting to form. Fell a pathetic rabbit hole of amateur interracial porn, watching young cute white girls get stretched and used. Became super weak minded for BBC, snowbunnys, and interracial. Love seeing beautiful women fully satisfied and used by larger superior black men, which us white guys really can't compete with on a sexual energy level.

Became so weak-minded, it fueled my bi curiosity. Wanted to experience what these girls were experiencing. College presented the perfect opportunity to explore these urges. Finally broke, and downloaded grindr to explore my urge...

My very first experience, I was a 19yo college student. found a 30yo discreet black guy near my campus. we briefly chat about our desires and decided we were compatible to meet. went to his apartment one night. finally got the courage to go meet and pleasure another man after being straight my entire life. soon i was sucking my first BBC:) he was 4 or 5" soft , 9" hard. Worshipped his dick like a pornstar for maybe 20 mins before he started to grumble and moan. i could taste a salty precum forming, so i knew he was close. I kept bobbing away on his BBC and he rewarded me with my first taste of cum:) big warm load. It was an incredible first experience tbh.

Everything I imagine it to be and more. Lived up to the hype! Enjoyed sucking his cock and being his submissive. Knew from that moment on that my life would be different. Since that experience, I've served multiple black guys of various ages. Some younger, some older. All of them were 8" and enjoy feeding their big dicks to eager sub white boys. Many paint my face with warm creamy loads🫠Biggest I had was approx 10 "

Exploring ways to be submissive for women. Enjoy chatting and confessing to women that I'm bi submissive for BBC. However i have become addicted to sucking dick in general now. So i have sucked a few white guys. BBC got me hooked and will always be my preference:)

Most guys I've met are also Bisexual Discreet. Which is an entirely different issue, about how bisexual men are not widely accepted yet by society. We feel the need to hide it, to avoid discrimination ,hatred , judgment, ect. I'll add to that conversation in a different thread.