I got into nudism a few years ago and it was innocent enough, but I realized the idea of being caught where I shouldn't be really turns me on. A few months ago I started experimenting with exciting but not very risky situations. The thrill was so big that I've started taking bigger and bigger risks.

I always go completely naked and shaved so I am as exposed and vulnerable as possible. I started by opening the door of my apartment and masturbating in the doorway. Then I started going for walks up and down the stairs. I try not to masturbate but I get so excited that I get a massive hard on anyway.

The big "break through" came about a week ago when I decided to go on a risky late night walk down to the front door of my apartment block. I got all the way to the bottom when suddenly I heard a door shut from the floor above and footsteps coming down towards me. I panicked and pressed the elevator button but it took too long to arrive. In the end I had no choice but to go out into the street and hide behind a car. I watched a neighbor come out and look around (she'd obviously heard the door close, and the elevator), but she didn't see me and walked off.

Luckily for me there was no one else around and when she had gone I stood up and realized I was naked in the middle of the street. It was such a thrill. I felt my heart racing and decided to walk around the block once. I was soon rock hard and when I got back I rushed into my apartment and had a mind-altering orgasm.

I felt so guilty afterwards, but the rush was so intense that 3 days later I did it again. And last night I went even further. I guess it's only a matter of time before I get caught but I can't stop myself.