Hi babes I've been gone and missed you so much

Today's confession is short and sweet. As some of you know, I'm a married free use kinky slut. My husband is not really vanilla, but he's not really that kinky either. I am VERY kinky. I was thinking about this yesterday, and I wonder if that's misleading when I say that. I am not necessarily very kinky in that I am into a bunch of BDSM things (I am into a lot but that world is full of some crazy stuff and there are a lot of things that are over my limits). It's more that the kinky things I do like, I want them ALL THE TIME. Every day. I never want to stop feeling slutty, I want my horniness to always be tested and teased and celebrated (I'm almost always horny)

My husband and I mostly have vanilla sex, but whenever he gets kinky with me I come to life. the slut inside is invigorated and I feel a sense of happiness and satisfaction after that is unmatched. even little things. like last night

my husband and I got in a fight last night. It escalated quickly and I went into the guest room to lay down. laying there all I could think about was him coming in and facefucking me and telling me what a whore I was and how angry I made him. I love angry sex.

eventually he told me he wanted me to come lay with him and we mostly made up. he asked how likely he was to get a blowjob. I asked if I could hit my pen and then play with him after. he said ok and after I came back in our room he said he gets so turned on when I give him head high (he hates that I smoke weed and does not indulge but he can't deny how horny it makes me).

I lean in to kiss him and we start making out. He starts playing with my nipples under my shirt and eventually flips me on my back so he can finger me. I grab his cock and ask if fingering me makes him hard. he has an injury right now so after a few minutes I can tell his body is hurting, so I lean in and indicate that I'm ready to take over. He puts his wet fingers in my mouth so I can taste myself. I get in-between his legs and start stroking his cock with lube, kissing the head and talking dirty. He asks if I want to climb on top.

Without hesitation I throw my clothes off and climb on. I feel him enter me and my body lights up. then he decides to get rough with me. He grabs my neck and calls me a whore. I say yes I am as he slaps my tits. I can tell he's feeling dominant and kinky and my excitement grows. I say that I'm his little slut to use as I ride him, his hands on my nipples and body (I've been begging him to touch me more, he knew how much I needed this). he is degrading with his words but also encouraging. every time he calls me a dirty name I feel myself get closer to orgasm. physically I sometimes struggle to cum, but I can almost always get there when he orders me to when he's being my dominant fuck boy. I keep bouncing and riding and he slaps me, pulls my hair, sticks his fingers in my mouth. he tells me to cum for him and I grind on his body until I can't hold back anymore. I start to explode. He grabs my throat again and fucks me hard as I cum all over his dick. His words dominating and sexy, his roughness helping me reach bliss. I go until my orgasm wanes and fall down on his body, my hips still moving slowly my lips on his neck. he tells me what a good girl I am and then orders me to lick all my pussy juices off his dick

I get down there and take my time rewarding him for giving me some of what I need. after I suck up all my juices, I lube up his cock and stroke him with two hands. I have both my hands on his cock, my mouth on the head. he's so hard in my hands and feels so good in my mouth. I taste his pre cum as he moans. he asks if I want his cum, I tell him how badly I want his cum all the time, that I'm desperate for it, I put my lips on his dick and beg for it so he can hear my whimpers. Who doesn't love a begging slut? however, I don't rush it and stroke and suck slowly. I feel him getting closer and I start to speed up. "I want your cum in my mouth daddy" I tell him. I'm sitting up talking dirty when he says he's close and I put my mouth on him. I milk his cock until I feel him start to pulse, but no cum yet. I pull on his shaft with a gentle but firm motion until the pulsing quickens and I feel all his cum hit the back of my throat and tongue. he moans loud and cums hard in my mouth. I swallow and lay next to him telling him how badly I needed that. he spoons me and we cuddle until he falls asleep.

I've been struggling with insomnia lately, so I scoot to my side of the bed and pull out my toy. I fantasize about dirty things and edge for at least half an hour before I start imagining him being super degrading with me physically, using my mouth like a fuck toy. I twist my nipples and press my toy hard into my clit until I cum so hard.