My fiance struggles to keep up with my sexual desires. We went to counseling because I was chatting with people online in an explicit nature. For awhile I was a good boy, I even reached a point where I didn't think about it at all. The sex we have is great, but it's not enough..it's never enough.

I thought I'd dip my toe back in the water and see if I could control it. I couldn't.

Now I find myself coming back almost daily to talk with people, show off for people, have people show off for me. I can't get enough of it, I think about it all day long and I ache to get home and so I can get off with strangers all over again. This is who I've always been deep down, a sex crazed junkie just looking for the next like minded person to get off with.

I thought I could stop, but you can't run from who you are forever.