I’ve been slipping deeper into edging and not cumming since June 5th. I work from home and edge at my desk whenever I have the chance. Scrolling my feed and glancing a woman is enough to get me off track and send my cock skyrocketing. I’ve been on trains and need to rub for someone on the train who has no idea I’m aroused for them.

My latest was being at a popular, national sport arena for a game. I had been distracted by all the women I could see. Getting back on the train, one of them I recognized came on and I offered my seat so I could stand. She sat and I stood among the crowding car. All I could think about was how incredible she looked. I flicked my tip with my thumb in my pocket the whole way, and edged the rest of the night.

I feel like this urge is so strong and this feeling has been nurtured for so long, it’s meshing with me, and has been.