Hi Reddit community, I’ve been dying to tell this story. I feel like I can’t talk to my friends about this because they’ll judge - and none of them are into this kind of lifestyle, I think. So glad I found this sub. I’m sorry but this won’t be a short one. I’ll put a TLDR at the bottom. 

Context:

I grew up in a pretty conservative Asian family and country where sex is taboo and pretty much none of my friends were even allowed to date before finishing highschool. That also means I don’t have too much dating or sex experience. I can count the number of penises I've seen before my SOs on one hand, easily.

Knowing this, ever since I’m with my SO (M 26), he encourages me to “try new things” sexually and experiment in any way I want to. That includes posting on Reddit. He says that if we’re to have a future, I need to feel like I’ve experimented enough to know this relationship is right. He had his own "slutty phase" in the past and feels like it was necessary to "get that out of the system", if that makes sense.

A few weeks ago, I told my SO that I want to have people watch us have sex or at least see me naked IRL, not only on Reddit. Like, several people. I can’t say why but literally every time I think about being exposed, I get wet. I don’t want to show my face on Reddit but if my classmates ever find me? The thought of it makes me super wet. I have so many nudes on my phone and always let my friends use it without me present. If they ever open the Fotos App? Oops, totally unintended. 🙊 Anyway, we thought about it for a while. Public sex is great but if the goal is to let people see… I’d feel more comfortable letting people who consent to it see (DW the story still gets slutty). So we decided to go to a sexclub. It was a special location where only couples are allowed entry. No single guys, or girls, allowed. 

Actual event: 

We had registered online with the host who greeted us extremely happily. He actually was a little 🤏 strange but I guess that’s normal if you own a sex club? He kissed my cheek for hello, all but ignoring my BF. He asked me which type of Asian I am, complimented my outfit and also my butt in it. I wore a small black nightgown, the back mostly free. I’ll post a picture in it sometime. 

As we went inside, I couldn’t believe my eyes. All women were in lingerie, many in much more revealing outfits than me. Guys were mostly topless (many kinda hot 🥵), some wearing only small undies. So much of it was see through that we didn’t need to imagine much. 

We then went to the small, improvised dance floor. Drinks were free (entry was kinda expensive) so I decided I need to get more than a few to acclimatise. A girl next to us was giving her boyfriend a bj in the middle of the room. Got it - Kana needs to brave up. 

After 3 shots and 2 cocktails, I could feel the alcohol. I told my BF let’s go to the other rooms and watch couples fuck. Omg. 😨 SO MUCH GRUNTING, so much screaming and moaning. And it turned me on so much. It felt like I’m in some portrayal of hell or inferno where everyone around me is committing sin - even the lights were red. And I loved it. 

A couple, I guess 40ish, with the woman riding her man. I could see the dick slide in and out. Then I saw the condom. Amateurs, I thought. 💅

I saw so much sex and I realized that sex comes in really different qualities. Like there were people who were great at it and then some who .. I don’t know, how can that be enjoyable?

I admit it. I’m drunk at this point and I shouldn’t pretend like I invented sex. I’m the least accomplished person in the room, probably.  Surely not too great at sex myself. But I decided to take center stage. I told my boyfriend to fuck me on the mattress in the middle of the biggest sex room. Literally for all to see, it was kind of elevated. Imagine like a big room with lots of mattresses and then more mattresses in the middle and one in the middle middle, higher than the others.

My boyfriend obliged, bless him, but he was as soft as can be. And he's a grower so ... not very big at that time. At the same time, there were big, thick dicks around me pounding their partners away.... I suppose he might've felt some pressure. I guess also due to the sensory overload. So I put his dick in my mouth 👄 and started working. I sucked, and sucked, and sucked and he stayed soft. I spat on it, I looked at him. I told him to slap my face and he stayed soft. Then, he lifted my dress to let everyone see my naked butt and bare pussy. And suddenly, he turned on. 

I felt him get bigger and bigger in my mouth as he called me his good little slut. He then grabbed my head and fucked my face from below - completely deciding how deep he wants his dick in my throat. I gagged hard, with so much spit, I almost threw up. As I had tears in my eyes, he told me to “work to earn his cum”. He didn’t say it though, he yelled it for others to hear. In any other setting - WTF. But in there? Kinda hot. He made me bounce on his penis in doggie. And while doing so, he took off my little black piece entirely. There was a couple really close to his and they had .. the full view. In total, maybe 20 people in that room. 

He then pulled my hair back and said (yelled) “look at these people, bitch” while fucking me hard. Idk if I’ve ever been this wet. I was so exposed, naked, eyes tearing, makeup slightly ruined, hair pulled back and this man hitting into me with no condom or mercy. 

He then pulled me close and said “tell them you want my creampie.” And because I didn’t say it, he started slapping me 👋, first my butt, then my face/ears from behind, telling me to say it. And I yelled out “cum in me, please”. 

At the end of the night, couples kept coming over saying they liked the show. Some asked me if I was ok. Many wanted to change numbers so we could swap next time. 

When we got home, at like 4 am, feeling h*** as fuck (just alcohol and happiness though), we had sex again, twice. We finally slept at 7ish. I can’t wait to go again. 

TLDR: conservative Asian college girl realised she has a fetish for being watched - online and IRL. Got fucked like an animal in a sex club. Enjoyed it a lot 😌