My recent experience completely changed my view on cnc. At the office I had this really curious, and highly educated girl in her late 20s, who is also somehow really religious and have strict muslim family with rules on where can she go and what she can do. Other female colleagues have been constantly tempting her to rebel a bit, by doing this or that, but she almost always shuts them down. There has been some sexual tension between her and me for some months now, and we often made the time pass by flirting in the chat of Teams but without ever saying anything concrete. At some point I decided to ask her, if she would feel guilty if someone just kidnapped her and she wouldn't have a choice. She answered "Hmm". After this I told her if she would stand on a specific corner Saturday morning, her abductors would probably be done with her by mid-afternoon and take here home as if nothing happened. Seeing this she completely froze and we didn't talk for almost a week neither in real life nor in teams. Once we started talking again, we almost instantly fell back to our old habits, eventually she ask me to invite her to my place to fix her laptop. I do but tell her till I quit (within weeks) to avoid office drama.

After pretending in office for weeks that nothing happened, finally a quit and the following Sunday morning the girl is at my door step and I take her to my bedroom. This is the first time I intentionally touch her hand or back after working together for almost a year. Once there, I take hand, kiss it, and then slowly kiss my way up on her arms till her elbows (she is wearing hijab so this is already new territory). Then I kiss her lips and take her in my arms caressing her body all over. She is super shy and shaking but I tell her it's alright. When I release her I tell her to take off her hijab, she says she is not sure, I tell her firmly that she is. She complies and stand in front of me without a hijab but still mostly cover. I spend the next 20 minutes kissing and caressing her while slowly removing her clothing items one by one, often telling her how beautiful she is. Occasionally she tries to resist, hold onto some clothes, covering herself,saying "no" while looking looking away. When this happens I'd look in her eyes, and ask "no?" and she would let me move away her hands. Once she was standing completely naked, shaking and looking a bit uncomfortable, I kiss her and tell her to lay on her back in my bed legs slightly apart. I spend the next 40 minutes fingering and eating her out. She cums multiple times and more and more frequently, sometimes trying to push my head away saying it's to much. I even have to stop and put a folded towel under her cute but because there is so much discharge. By the time I finish she has completely loosened up, wide smile on her face and my jaws are hurting. Then I fucked her, first by putting her legs on my shoulders then in pronebone. Both times I cum inside her. We didn't discussed this before, we didn't discuss anything really, me being afraid that any specifics would scare her away. Anyway I had a blood test that covered the uglier stds since my last encounter, and have a vasectomy so I figured I cannot hurt her much. Anyway later she said that she really enjoyed it. Once done, I cleaned us up a bit with the towel, then brought her some apple pie I made before she arrived. Afterwards we spend two more hours under the blanket in each other's arms, talking about things, she being way more comfortable and proactive than I've ever seen before.

Anyway I guess the big self-discovery is that I liked this type of sex way more than rough cnc. Yes she put up some token resistance occasionally and she was sometimes uncomfortable but it was more like an initiation process. I probably nevered tried to make someone happy this much, thinking that even if don't manage to change her mind on the long-term that there are things worth rebelling for, I could still try establish a good baseline for what she should espect and ask for from her (probably religious) husband in the future.

Anyway she wants to come over again...