For the longest time I've considered myself to be straight. I've been open to the idea of being bi but never felt any urge to explore that until recently. After being out of a serious relationship for the first time in about 6 years at this point, I've realized that I haven't really done much in terms of sexual experience/experimentation with different partners. I've never hooked up with anyone, only ever been in serious long term relationships with women.

I never noticed it before, but lately a lot of men have been hitting on me which caused my curiosity to grow a bit. I started fantasizing here and there about what it would be like to be used by a man, especially an older man... This sort of unlocked a deep suppressed excitement Ive always had for the idea of being dressed up in tight, slutty women's clothes... This paired with the fantasy of being used by an older man has begun to drive me crazy, my sex drive being higher than it has been in a long time. I've been thinking about it a lot, to the point that I finally gave in... I ordered a pair of panties, tight short shorts, knee high socks, a tight crop top, a choker, and lipstick... they're coming tomorrow and Im so turned on by the thought of trying them on... I even shaved my legs for the first time, which is something I never thought Id do... I figured, if Im excited about something, it doesn't hurt to explore it while that feeling is there