42[ftm] It wasn't my first threesome. Usually I end up on one end sucking dick and I'm just happy to be involved at all. This was different.

A year ago, I had an offer from a guy on Grindr. A 20yo college/rodeo guy. That's pretty normal in my Texas town. I was down and he asked if I would be okay having a third join us. The third was also in college. He said this guy had been trying to hook up with him for a while but they're both tops and he wasn't sure what the guy was expecting. He'd love to mess around with him, but that's it.

Sounded fun to me. I headed over, we talked for a little while waiting for the third to show up. He said he'd like to mess around a little beforehand, so I started sucking his cock. It was a nice size, cut, and he had tight small balls which I also sucked.

He wanted a turn, and I was happy to let him try. My little tdick sometimes struggles to get hard when I'm at these spontaneous hookups, but with him that wasn't a problem. He ate me out for a bit and then decided he wanted to fuck me a bit.

We hadn't really talked about safe words or limits yet, so he's got me in missionary and he puts his hand around my throat. For a moment, I panic, but I decide to see what happens. The instant I submit and he feels me relax under his grip, I hear him say "Oh fuck!" He's already cumming as he pulls out and it's gotten in me, on me, on my shirt and the couch. There was so much cum.

He regains his composure and goes to get me a paper towel to wipe up the mess. "Didn't expect that" he said. "Is that good or bad?" I ask. "Really good," he says.

After a few minutes, the third shows up. Our host decides to keep us talking for a while so he can recover for a second round. The third is quite possibly the most stereotypically gay guy I've ever met, so I'm thinking "no way is he going to be into me."

Nearly an hour has passed and our third is getting antsy, so he joins us on the couch. I feel a hand reach around behind me and start grabbing my ass. I'm like "Oh...okay, so he's definitely down to play with me too."

He says to the host "Hey, where's this bed you've been talking about?" and we head to the bedroom. The guys strip down completely, and I'm nervous because I'm a large person. This is terrifying for me, but I decide not to make it an issue and to just act like I'm confident with my body. They invited me, they knew what they were getting, and maybe they like it. I get into the bed beside them. They start stroking each other. The third is between us and I ask if I may.

It was suck a beautiful sight. Imagine two of the most gorgeous naked bodies laying side by side, playing with each other and looking up at you waiting for you to do whatever you want. I start sucking him while he strokes our host. A longer, thinner cock, but still very nice.

After a few minutes I'm starting to feel like the first guy is left out and I move over to him and suck him again, at which point the third gets up and approaches me from behind. I can't even believe it's happening as he slides his cock into my pussy and starts absolutely pounding me.

I'm doing my best to suck the other guy while this is going on, but it feels so good I start moaning and the air is being knocked out of me. From the moaning and gasping, my mouth starts to dry out, so at that point, all I can do is moan into the other guy's lap while I jerk him off.

("Yeah, but did you cum?" Look it's unusual for me to get off during sex, and I never expect to, but I do know when I'm having the time of my life)

They notice that I'm starting to wear out and need a break. I drink some water to get my mouth back in the game and they switch places for a little bit. At this point, I'm realizing that I have been out way later than intended and have work in the morning.

I decided the night isn't going to get any better than it has been and I'm feeling self conscious again, so I will just leave these two beautiful men to enjoy each other's company. I excuse myself and wish them a great rest of the evening.

No idea what happened after that, but I know that I enjoyed my time and the memory has satisfied me for this whole dry year.