F26 did stuff with husbands recently engaged friend….

Let me start off by saying I’m not a girls girl. I like to get what I want. Most of my husbands friends are attractive but he one that’s pretty hot. He got recently engaged so my husband had him over because he’s a grooms man. Us three were drinking and I asks my husband if I could flirt with his friend. He agreed. I never did anything like this before so I was very nervous. When hubby went to liquor store I gave his friend really good eye contact and he got the hint. He got close to me, held hand and made out. Hubby came home to me on my knees, with this friend holding my hair and fucking my mouth… Hubby stayed quiet, watched and played with himself. His friend fucked my mouth and slapped his big dick all over my face. He asked where he could cum and I said my face. He came so much it was really hot. I’ve been thinking about it everyday since. Should I feel bad for his fiance? This probably wouldn’t have happened if he didn’t get engaged… but it made him so much hotter for some reason. I got no girlfriends to brag about this too.