I haven't done this in a year or so but am starting to get the itch again.

5 years ago I admitted to my husband I have a bit of a non-consent kink. He accepted this and we started with him taking me out for a night of drinking and dancing. I told him ahead of time when we get to the room I want him to fuck me even if I'm passed out drunk. He was hesitant at first but I told him as long as he makes sure I pee afterwards so I don't get a UTI, I'm free to use.

That night he fucked my ass for the first time.

Over the years this turned into me taking Ambien, falling into a dreamlike state and allowing him to invite other guys to find me naked and fuck me while I'm out of it.

He records it and the next morning eats my beaten pussy and ass while I watch the videos.