I know it's wrong but I miss my friend who was having a cheating thing with me. Her and her boyfriend were in a rough patch for over a year when he had his drinking problem. He would get drunk, break shit in their house, and cause all sorts of issues. He also didn't fuck her and when he tried he couldn't fuck her right. Her and I were just friends at first then she started to get a little closer to me when I would talk to her about it. She eventually came on to me and we started having sex when he would be at work because he worked nights. It turned me on so much because I've wanted to fuck her since we first met. I'll admit I started to get a little jealous when she would complain about him but I knew it would end with us fucking.

She felt a little close to me as well but I was also going through a situationship with another woman. Whenever we would get into it with our "partners" we would just hang out with each other and fuck. We both took our aggressions out on each other, me more on her than her on me. She would drop her kids off at their dad's house for the weekend and her boyfriend would be at work while I tore her pussy the fuck up. She liked it rough and loved being spanked and choked. I didn't hold back because it felt good to get revenge on the person I was dealing with at the time and plus she was hotter.

Well time passed and she threatened to leave him so he straightened up his act. He got sober but was still sort of horrible but I had wanted to move on from her before I got hurt. I became more and more distant and tired to deal with my situation. That ended up ending horribly so I decided to become a low key loner. I continued to fuck my last situationship every now and then but she was really clingy and crazy. I would run back to my friend for consoling. We didn't have sex but she let me eat her pussy one time.

One day she messaged me after we hadn't talked for a day and sent me a picture of a pregnancy test. I was scared thinking it might be mine but she assured me it wasn't. So he got her pregnant and they both are seemingly more happy. We barely talk now but I do miss her company and how we would talk to each other. She just messaged me today and I just want to go run to her and tell her how shitty things have been with me but I don't want her to think I'm going through anything.