I don't know if it is a habit or an evolution of my porn addiction (which I have not been doing well with lately), but I have a large penis (although I do have body dysmorphia or something because I often have trouble seeing it as large) and ever since 2 or 3 weeks ago when I first showed someone (quick background - I have mental problems such as anxiety and don't have and have never had any social life of any kind, including a girlfriend or being with a woman sexually) I have become sort of addicted to showing people on reddit. This is something I would have never done in the past and I feel terrible doing it, but at the same time it is exciting because it is something I haven't experienced before; anything sexual, and getting compliments. I know the best thing to do is delete this account and move on and stop doing it, but I am having trouble. I know this is probably not a big deal to most people, but I am not a sexual person at all, so for me it is big.