I need to tell someone this and i cant keep it in any longer. I have always had a thing for older women but never been with anyone more than a year older. About 6 months ago I got chatting to an older woman (40) on reddit, I never expected anything to come from it i just like to chat with new people. Very quickly nudes were swapped. We got into a routine where every few days one of us would message the other, ask about their day and then send each other pictures/videos to help each other cum before going about our day. We agreed to never tell each other our names or personal details, and honestly I kinda love the mystery, who is this 40 year old women sending me these pictures and videos of herself, doing things to herself that I want to do to her. When i see she has messaged i get excited, what will she do to herself for me today?

Sounds great right? However, I have a girlfriend(21) who is beautiful and mostly takes care of me sexually. I do feel guilty about my online relationship but at the same time talking to older women online is itching a scratch my girlfriend just cant. Is it cheating if it’s all online? I kinda believe it makes my relationship with my girlfriend stronger as it means i do not feel like i am missing out not trying to date someone older. I just love older women and this is the only way i can get what I need. So there you have my dirty deed.