So, i'm quite embarrassed about this because my relationship is actually going really well. Last night I had some amazing sex with my wife and i got this image stuck in my had of us 69-ing and me just seeing her gorgeous ass and pussy above. I was fingering and licking her clit, which was in the whole setting one of the hottest moments i've ever had.

Here comes the catch tho. I am a huge porn and masturbation addict and recently i've gotten super much into BBC and cuckolding. Today my wife just left to work from the office while i'm working from home. 30 minutes in I feel the urge to masturbate and watch some videos. Now I can't stop imagining the sight from last night with an amazing black cock fucking her from behind. I came so quickly just thinking of her giving me oral, while that cock is penetrating her so deeply. I could run my tongue both over her clit and his cock and balls and i would imagine us cumming at the same time.

I should enjoy the moments i had with her, but here i am masturbating over porn and intrusive thoughts once again