I am writing just after the event happened. I come from a culture that's not very friendly with sex outside marriage, so it's really difficult to have many real life sexual experiences for a 22 years young lady like myslef.That's why I had to rely on porn, nsfw subreddits and sexting with stranger online to vent my sexual needs. One of my favourite kinks was humiliation and degradation, by misogynist men. So yesterday, i was whoring around begging for men's attention in kinky subreddits, and i got it. I kept edging with strangers for about 2 hours then i slept without cumming. Today's morning, once i woke up I went out hanging with some friends. I used every chance i had to sext with strangers and beg for their attention in degrading posts comments, even in the presence of my friends, but of course i couldn't touch myself. Later during the afternoon, i had more time on my phone, so I kept doing this hobby, but i couldn't had complete privacy since i was at grandparents house. Sexting included submitting to mean misogynistic men, humiliating myself and praising them. I begged them to use, hurt and rape me. I tried my best sucking their cocks to satisfy them. Eventually, one of the men told me how he'd fuck my throat and PEE in my MOUTH. At that moment i was teasing myself for like 7 hours, my brain was melting and my pussy was soaked wet. I could accept any new fantasy at that moment. Even though i used to hate scat, i liked it when this happened. Later that day, once we got back home, i headed directly to the bath and peed on myself. I felt my pee on my body and boobs. I rubbed it over my skin then started touching myself and I came to the idea of men watering me with gold showers. The only thing i missed out is tasting my pee, since i was too afraid. Should i try it?