So I 40(f) recently reconnected with the guy 41(m) who took my virginity(first for him too). He reached out after my dad passed away and we have been chatting, sexting, and occasionally meeting up for the last 6 months at hotels. He works out of town alot so I will meet him there. He wants blow jobs....as we are both married now and wife doesn't enjoy sex and does not oblige. I do enjoy the excitement and thrill of this secret life no one knows about so I'm happy to perform. I love sex and I am very horny most of the time! Our most recent meet up I was giving him a blow job and things were progressing very fast. I edged him and he was visibly upset. Since then he has made it abundantly clear that we can never do that again. He did not like it at all. I have never seen anyone so angry about edging. Everyone else has always said how intense the orgasm was after. I guess I lost my FWB all over edging gone wrong! I will have to start looking elsewhere if I want to fulfill my edging kink.