My boyfriend and I have always had sex in a way where he is more dominant. As our relationship has grown I’ve only realized how much of a slut I am. He’s always called me his slut but recently he’s really stepped it up and is constantly calling me names and slapping me. I can’t get enough. Even when we’re being kind of tame and he lets me get on top I can’t handle not being degraded and abused. I’ll start to ride him and feel the need to bring his hands to my tits to grab and squeeze. What I really love to do is grab his hands and bring them to my neck. I love relinquishing control. I start to lose my breath and he just squeezes harder and harder and he cums inside of me. I’m too much of a slut though. I’ll only be satisfied until I bring his hands to my neck and he chokes me so hard I become unconscious. I want to wake up realizing that I knowingly let him abuse me and in that time he could have done whatever he wanted to me. I hope the next time he chokes me will be the time I fall limp in his arms because he kept squeezing and he continues to have his way with me.