I love it when my boyfriend uses me. I can’t get enough. I find myself thinking of the times he’s fucked me hard, rough, with no mercy to my pain, moaning and groaning and calling me a whore. It honestly doesn’t happen enough. I feel like he doesn’t want me as much anymore, but I’m not gonna turn this into a sad post. I need more. I want to be used more. To be fucked all day. Free used. Become a cum dumpster. A sex toy. I want to be used so much that I end up unable to speak, think or move. I want to become a bimbo. Just being a pretty, mindless fuck toy. I need it so badly. I ache for it. I want him to take me anytime, anywhere, however he wants, whatever hole he wants. My body is dying for it. I get goosebumps thinking of the times he has done cnc with me. Fucked me with no mercy to my pain. Fucked me for his own benefit. I can’t stop thinking of getting stretched by a big cock. I can barely contain myself. I’ve started searching for online rp to fulfill my fantasies because my bf doesn’t seem to share the same interests with me, but I can’t seem to find the right dom for me. So, for now, I’ll stay fantasising and dripping through my underwear all day. At work, at home, at family gatherings. I can’t stop.