Because my kinks involve humiliation and degradation I dont look for men to fufill my fantasies in person, I look online. Maybe thats riskier but Im just glad we dont know anyone from each others lives. I specifically look for older men, young guys my age tend to be too naive to be assertive.

Once I met someone online and after he degraded me just the way I like over text I decided I wanted to be his cum dump irl. He drove 5 hrs to see me. Im pretty short and he was very tall so the size difference made it hotter. He used me in so many ways I felt like a sex doll. A dream come true.. He was pretty big and he didnt prepare me so it was painful but I love when it hurts. He demanded we do it without protection, and fortunately just forced me to swallow his cum balls deep in my throat... wish I could do it over and over again.