Credit to u/JustGrazing for the below tasks!

Task 1) Find some porn (ideally compilations of women cumming). Make sure you have at least 30 minutes of content ready (it is better if it is multiple shorter). Rub yourself to the edge based on just the thumbnails. For the rest of this task, your hands may not touch your pussy. Then clamp your nipples, cuff you hands, and start watching. Every 3 minutes (or so, doesn't have to be exact), you can grind your pussy against your pillow for 10 seconds. But then stop and go back to watching without touching.

Task 2) Strip and kneel on the floor facing a wall. If your dildo can stick to the wall, stick it at about head height. Otherwise, hold it there with one hand. Open your mouth, stick your tongue out, lean your head back, and let the tip of the dildo rest on your tongue. Hold that position until you count to 60 (in your head). Then slide your head forward to take the dildo as deep in your mouth as you can. Hold it there. While you're holding it, use your other hand to press the Hitachi against your pussy. If you have to back off, pull the wand away and only put it back when the dildo is deep in your mouth again. Repeat that until you've reached a combined total of 120 seconds with the dildo deep in your mouth.

I was working from the office today and and wanted to feel sexy so I wore my black lace demi bra and matching black lace thong. I kept them on and walked into my home office, excited to re-read these tasks, excited to DO them!

I have a standing desk that goes pretty low, so I decide to kneel on the floor, pillow between my legs while I looked for videos of women cumming. I could feel myself getting wet as I scrolled and found what I wanted that matched the criteria.

After I had the videos lined up, I put my hand down the front of my thong, lean back and hold myself up with my other hand. I dip my fingers into my dripping pussy and spread my juices all over my clit. I'm so turned on but I can't get myself to the edge as fast as usual.

I'm too amped up so I slowed down. Circle gently, tapping on my clit, and out loud I whisper, "Slowly, that's it. Slowly get to the edge. Enjoy it, get as close as you can."

I relax back into it and get myself to the edge and hold it, maybe 15 seconds. I have to slow down, touch more gently, around my clit instead of right on it, to make sure I don't cum by accident.

I lick my fingers clean, while pulling down the lace of my bra to expose both nipples with my other hand. I placed the clamps on and cuffed my wrists in front of me. I don't use my cuffs often; I forgot how much I love the feeling of heavy restraints. My mind kind of fuzzes and goes really quiet with singular focus on how horny I am. How much I want more, want to cum.

In this state of mind, I press play.

3 minutes is a really long time. Way longer when I know I can only rub against the pillow for 10 seconds. I watch the video but I'm watching the run time closer. When it gets to 3 minutes I rubbed against the pillow. It's so soft... too soft. I almost immediately realize this isn't going to get me off. Not even close. So after 10 seconds I groan and get back up on my knees.

My thong is pressed up against my clit, but that just meant I can't feel the pillow against it. I stand up and take my thong off before I go back to kneeling.

Another 3 minutes and I'm desperate, I grind down against the pillow, this time whining. Its not enough, but this is better then before. 10 seconds are already done though...

I kneel high again and repeat a couple times before I realize I'm clenching my thighs together with the pillow in between my legs. Not touching on purpose, but so close. This feels like cheating though, so I stand up, lean over and put my elbows on my desk, legs spread open so I can't squeeze my thighs together.

Ass in the air, I keep watching, wiggling my hips. When 3 minutes passes, I drop to the ground to rub against the pillow. It feels so good. I'm grinding harder then before, holding the pillow with my cuffed hands. I look down at myself and realize how hot this looks, how desperate I must look. Just a needy slut trying to get herself off on a pillow in under 10 seconds.

I get back up and picture what this would look like to someone else. Here I am, cuffed, bent over my desk watching women cum over and over again, wishing it was me so badly. My pillow is wet, cold when I drop back down on it, but I want these 10 seconds so badly.

I force myself back up, last 3 minutes and then I can do the next task. I can cum with the next task. The man in the video is using a hitachi. I'll get that soon, just 2.5 minutes left. I hear him say "arch your back" and before I can think, I'm doing it. Stupid, I'm so fucking horny I can't think enough to know the video isn't talking to me. I keep my back arched anyways. 2 more minutes.

She's cumming and she can't stop. Her whole body is tense and she's not even breathing. I cum like that. That could be me! But instead I have to wait until she'd done cumming to get 10 more seconds on my pillow.

I'm so frustrated now. 30 minutes should have been easy, I thought it would be! It's fine though. I just have to get to the second task. I uncuff myself and being cocky, leave the nipple clamps on.

I kneel in front of the wall and hold the dildo against the wall, leave the tip on my tongue and start counting in my head. Time has to have slowed down, there's no way it time is always this slow.

The first 5-10 seconds I'm just impatient, I want this dildo in my throat so I can finally cum.

30 seconds in and I'm more desperate to have something in my mouth. I love giving head. Love having a cock in my mouth. I'm moving my tongue against the dildo like its a real cock, like I'm trying to convince it to fuck me. Like it cares that I want it in my mouth.

45 seconds and I'm salivating, anxious to take it. I want it now. It was just something I had to do to cum, but now I really want it.

60 - finally! I take it as deep as I can, gagging but I keep going, anything to keep the wand against my clit.

I almost forget to count. I only get 120 seconds of this. I'm too greedy again. I have to pull off the dildo already and its only been a count of 5. I took it too deep. I always have trouble focusing on what's in my mouth when my clit is being played with. Guess i'm going to get better at this today.

I take a deep breath and go back. I make it to 15 and have to pull off again. I'm better then this! This shouldn't be so hard!

Again, I make it to 30 but my hips bucked forward and made me gag too hard again. Fuck, I was getting there. I was so close to the edge.

Again, I have tears in my eyes but I want this so much. It's humiliating but I need to cum. My clit's so sensitive I'm nearly there... so so close. And I gag again. Coughing I pull off and try to remember what the count is 40? 50? What number did I get to? 50 I guess.

Again. I'm too close now though and I don't want to ruin my orgasm so I force myself to stay. I bite down on the dildo to make sure it stays in my throat until I cum. Fuck, yes. There's tears running down my face as I cum, trying so hard to hold still so I don't have to stop. I think I stopped counting. I pull off, gasping for air. Panting and drooling, 65? I think so. Fuck I can come again, I know I can. I want another one.

I hold it until 80 and cum again, less intense, but longer. I'm still cumming at 90. I stop, I need to breath. My throat hurts. I'm pleasantly lightheaded. I'm breathing hard. Once I've caught my breath, I take it again.

90-100 I'm still cumming down from my orgasm, but 100-120 I get really still. My mind isn't focused on cumming anymore. It's quiet and I just take it, breath around the dildo, relax into everything. I don't cum again but these last 20 seconds feels so good. I'm content, comfortable, happy. The desperation is gone, I just want to keep feeling and not thinking. Floating.

I remember to stop at 120.

I stayed there kneeling for a few minutes.

I take the nipple clamps off and lay down on my back on the ground and just zone out. My clit is still tingling as I write this, got off the ground after about 5 minutes. Funny those 5 minutes felt like nothing compared to the excruciating 3 minutes of the first task.