(M30) Almost every I come home and find myself incredibly horny and in need of some extra me time. I’ve always had a kinky side but recently it’s become more and more wild. I crave the feeling of release but I live for the denial.

I’ve had cock cages in the past and have experimented with what one is the most comfortable for me with daily wear rather than just a few hours here or there. My wife knows I have this kink but sometimes won’t always indulge in a little bit of fun if she came home from work and found me with it still on.

So after work I come home, put on my cage, relax and watch some hypno to get myself in the mood. I’ll start up a shower, bring my favourite toys with me, and ride until my knees buckle and I can’t take it anymore.

I love the feeling of not being able to touch myself. That I can only get stimulation from other ways of pleasure. That when I find just the right spot it’s like the wires in my head start to fry and I go into a brain fog. That feeling is the best part. And sometimes when it’s really really feeling good and you finally get release from another form of stimulation. Pure dopamine dump.

I love the feeling of denial. Not being able feel anything behind that metal cage. Not being able to stroke. Being forced to do other things to get that release.

I find myself now craving it. It’s a daily routine. Almost an addiction of sorts but I love it!