Years ago I was married to the love of my life. Towards the end of our marriage she suddenly started distancing herself from me and she started dressing more provocative. One night when she was taking a shower I checked her phone and seen she had a video on her phone... She was fucking someone else. It really hurt at first but later that night I found myself getting hard to the idea. Something about seeing her in pleasure really turned me on. And seeing her be so slutty with someone else but not me really turned me on. I never told her I found out and she left me a few months later anyway. Sometimes I wish I told her it turned me on and that I was maybe open to the idea of being okay with it. Was with her for ten years and this all happened in the last year of it. Anyway that's my confession.