So, in my first couple years of college I went through a brief phase of not being comfortable with my bisexuality. I had gotten badly teased for it a few times and felt really humiliated and I really wished I was a lesbian (and I mostly liked women anyway), so that was how I identified in most situations… but even though I wanted to date women, I was still extremely horny for guys. I started going to bars and clubs desperate to hook up so I could get some dick. The thing was, it was a smallish town and I mostly hooked up with guys who I already knew, and who knew I identified as a lesbian. And that always drove them completely crazy. I was addicted to pretending it was my first time with a cock. Guys would always shoot their loads so fast and hard thinking they were ruining a lesbian. I made a point to never say anything about condoms and I got a lot of unexpected creampies because guys literally couldn’t hold it when they thought about being my first dick.