First post really so pls be nice lol .. so here we go!

Im M \ 24. I've always been gay lol - but I've also have had this feeling that if I tried a pussy I will also like it, just because "every hole is a goal".

I went to Amsterdam with my best friend (F, 24) for the first time - we've never done anything sexual together but we are really open minded about talking about sex/kinks/etc.

She said she wanted to go to this swingers club and i said why not, as I've always wanted to try with a girl for the first time. We went for the couples night as it was the cheapest, and probably the night where most young people would be in - and we were kind of correct.

We went with kinky outfits and it felt really empowering, but also scary - like omg are we here?

When we entered, there was this beautiful Dutch guy that couldn't stop checking me out and fuck, I would marry him on the spot. I said to my friend to keep an eye on him and we realised he wasn't alone, he was also with a cute shy girl.

The night went on and we were checking out the place, there was mostly straight couples so nothing on the menu for me just yet. But I was really wanting to try with a girl.

In order to "match" the place, i felt my friend a couple of times, and spank her softly but mostly as jokes - nothing sexual between us lol. As we were trying to look straight enough to fit in as a couple ourselves.

We started talking with the shy girl and hot dutch guy... we talked about what we liked, what was our kinks etc. It seems they both were friends, but my friend and I - we said we were a couple (lol).

Long story short... we went all downstairs to fuck and my friend and me we were like omg how are we doing this so i said if she wanted to look whilst i got on with them - which she did.

The shy girl and the cute boy started getting naked, but i wasn't ready i was actually so scared. But I decided to be brave and follow the vibe... i started kissing the girl and licking her tits (my first tits lol) - as well as starting eating her out - but big issue, my penis wasnt working. I was trying to shake it lol over my underwear but i was so scared that it just didnt work. Even with boys, i kinda need to be focused in order to get fully hard.

That got in my mind, i was trying to enjoy my first girl which i did lol - but my friend was also there in a corner feeling herself and idk it was a lot "first times" in place.

First time eating a pussy, firs time on a MMF, first time on a swingers club, and also lol first time with my friend doing anything sexual even if it was just her looking.

I come here to ask if you reckon i should give it a go again at some point? like do i actually like pussy? or do i only like MMF together and without my friend.

I am just fucking confused but what i know is that i really enjoyed putting my tongue on her pussy whilst he fucked her lol