I can't sleep, because at all times my brain constantly thinks about my greatest whim and desire, to reproduce. I follow some pages here on Reddit about it, but they're hard to post, so I can't talk to people who have the same desires as me. My desire goes beyond a simple cumshot, in fact I feel the need to transform myself into a man, changing the life of one or more women, making them mothers, and giving them my seed, giving them the possibility of reproducing again and again. Seeing your body grow and become bigger, seeing the beauty of a woman as she becomes a mother should be a treasure that all of us men will have to protect! Seeing her body become delicate and sweet, seeing her breasts become bigger and producing milk. This is my dream. Taking care of them, cooking them good food, giving them lots of love, treating them like queens and princesses but at the same time like sluts by continuing to fuck them and helping them empty their breasts full of milk. When I see my loads wasted I always think it's one load less for a woman who would like to receive it inside. My dick might explode if I keep thinking about it so often. M25