I find myself struggling with the thought in my head as I want my wife with another man and more specifically I want her woth big dicks. Like 8 but I find that it's so hard to find a consistent guy for her. Like all the guys flake or stop messaging and then that makes her not want to do it more. She would want to do it if she found a guy that was reliable and understood our boundaries and respected us. But we haven't so she doesn't want it and then I'm sitting there thinking about it all thw time. I think about bbc take her when I'm not home or she hits me up when I'm gone and says "babe I'm going to guys house to fuck" like thays my dream but it isn't being full filled. Idk am I wrong for that?