I (32M) is addicted to hiring escorts

Form context, I am married but my sex life is pretty boring because my wife’s very timid and shy. I tried to talk to her on things I want to do but she never wants to. And I’m not asking for anything extreme. I’m just asking for like doggystyle, reverse cowgirl, etc… But she feels uncomfortable because they feel too “animalistic”.. So I have been sexually frustrated for awhile. Then one day, I just happen to search for escorts and something clicked in my mind. I hired a young, busty, brunette for 2 hours to meet up and it was honestly the best sex that I’ve ever had in my life. I was able to do all the positions that I’ve never been able to and also fuck her big DD titties. Ever since, about once every two weeks I’ll hire a new escort and explore all of my sexual fantasies. And I don’t think I will be able to stop.