(Part 2)

Hello, Sir. I miss you.

I have sent my “message in a bottle” to as many channels as I could for 3 strait days, just hoping that your eyes would come across it. My inbox has flooded, but none of them are you. You’ve either read my public apology and have decided that I am not worthy of your attention any longer, not even for a scolding message goodbye…or 2. you have not seen it.

I write this second attempt in the hopes that you haven’t seen it yet. Please, Sir. I am ready to accept any consequences you deem necessary, if it will please you. I’m so sorry for leaving. I am not disillusioned by my actions.

I am too ashamed to send you a direct message because I fear your rejection, Sir. I want you to want me, and not because I fell into your inbox with a pathetic apology. Instead, I have chosen to publicly display my deep regret. I am most likely humiliating myself, I know. But I would rather be judged by all of them, than to be seen as anything less than a queen to you, Sir.

I am yours. I meant it when I said it.

If you still want me, I will be waiting.

-M.