Hi, I'm a 28 years old guy from Hungary. I'm hetero, but submissive and I love humiliation. I'm not attracted to other guys, I don't want to kiss or hug them, but one of my biggest fantasies is to be forced to suck a cock. (And a lot of other things, like bondage, feminization, chastity, slapping, spitting, CBT, CEI, etc.)

So I signed up to Grinder and some websites where I hoped I could find someone. I chatted with a lot of people, and interestingly enough most people were okay with my fantasy. I'm not sure that this is because they didn't believe that I'm not gay, or just didn't care as long as someone sucks their cocks. But it took months to find someone. This is because I'm really insecure about sending pictures about myself, let alone to strangers, and just overall I wasn't sure that I really wanted to do this. The other part is that many people ghosted, or just couldn't hold a conversation, like ignoring my messages and only being able to text in 1-word questions.

Eventually, I found someone who was fairly intelligent, lived close by, was about 5 years older than me, and also had experience as a dom. He also liked to humiliate me in the chat, for example calling me Virgin Guy, etc. So I agreed to go to his place to suck his dick. Originally I wanted to make him to tie me up, but he said that we shouldn't do this the first time, and I guess he was right.

So I went to his place. I was very nervous since it was my first time. A lot of things went through my mind when I waited for him, like will he, rob me, blackmail me, or who knows what? When he arrived, we said hello, and went to the elevator. It was pretty awkward, we didn't say anything, and at first, he pressed the wrong button. Then we went to his flat.

He drew the curtains, so that others couldn't see us from the outside and ordered me to take off my clothes and kneel, and I did it. He pulled down his pants and put his dick into my mouth. It was an interesting feeling, it's totally different compared to sucking a dildo. Sometimes he grabbed my hair to make me suck at the pace he wanted, sometimes he made me lick his cock or balls. Sometimes he locked his legs behind my back or held my arms in place. I really enjoyed that he was dominant, but somehow I wasn't as horny as I expected, maybe because of my nervousness. I'm not sure how good I was, probably not good at all. I tried to protect his dick from my teeth and tried to handle it when he pushed deeper, but most of the time I gagged, and I had to stop for a sec. After about 15 minutes of almost nonstop sucking my neck and jaw started to hurt, probably because I'm not used to keeping my mouth open that long. I sucked his dick for about 30 minutes, but he didn't come, so at the end, he started to use his hand instead of me, and came into my mouth. It was good, his cum tasted slightly sweet but mostly neutral. I swallowed it. Then he told me that I could get dressed, which I did. He wanted me to stay, but I was a bit tired and a bit disappointed, so I went home. We haven't chatted with each other since then.

Overall, it was okay, I'm glad I tried it, and there were good parts. For example that he was dominant, it was an interesting feeling that there was a dick in my mouth and his cum was great. It would have been better if he dirty talked, spatted me, slapped me, etc. I mentioned to him in the chat that I love those things, but never explicitly said to him, that he should do it to me, so I guess it's my mistake. Probably the biggest disappointment was that I wasn't as excited as I hoped, and it felt a bit like a chore, but then again, maybe because I was nervous.

So, I'm not sure what the moral of the story is or what I want to really say with this. I just hope that you enjoyed the story.

Have a nice day.