I started dating this guy that was a co worker (Ryan) after 1 month of separating from my first love (Jay). After one month at dating Ryan I cheated on him with my ex Jay as I honestly only dated Ryan due to not being able to say no to people, I felt guilty but it made now horny sneaking around, Ryan was so far away from my type he was shorter than me and had really bad hygiene and I couldn’t have sex with him sober. I forgot about Jay and me and Ryan dated for 1.5 years however close to the end of me and Ryan’s relationship I was talking to a guy I met on holiday which is now my bf (Declan), I went on a first date with Declan at a different state while being on holiday with Ryan. My bestfriend knew about it so she covered for me, and god the date was amazing I eventually kept seeing Declan and one I got a taste of sex with him it’s like everything I had with Ryan was nothing I realised he was a rebound After almost 2 years of dating I finally broke it off and till this day he doesn’t really know why we broke up. Keep in my mind Ryan was a horrible person and had nothing to offer I simply had attachment issues and he was a rebound and as he wasn’t attractive had horrible hygiene and personality.