22(F) me and my boyfriend have been dating going on 5 years we never "really" had sex all but 1 time due to the fact that he is on the bigger side with a little d.k.. he only ever made me c•m through oral sex. Everything was good until he started being stingy with the head.. before I started dating him I was talking to my high school sweetheart for 3 years on and off but never had sex so yes I came into the relationship a virgin. My boyfriend having a low sex drive while me on the other hand I'm ready whenever wherever.. long story short I reached out to my high school sweetheart and we had sex it was soo good we did it over 3 times back to back that same morning he fulfilled the fantasy that I had been waiting for. What should I do now side note: boyfriend is 8 years older than me