I'd been in a relationship for three years, and it had been a good one, although it lacked physical touch. It had a lot of sex, but it didn't have all the bits in between. The holding hands, spontaneous hugs, general warmth. I began to realise this and yet we weren't able to find a solution, and eventually we split.

i'd shot a TV commercial 3 month prior and had just received the payment. I was in no way wealthy, but it gave me some breathing room for the first time, where I wouldn't have to worry about my rent for the next few months.

I started to fuck a few guys that had been on my 'list' while i'd been in a relationship. As a girl, it really doesn't take a lot to make this happen. A simple text and they'd be outside my door begging to get inside me.Most nights I'd open my legs for someone. If given a choice between going to sleep with or without cum dripping out of my pussy, I'll always choose cum. So it became a regular thing.

After hearing about this, a friend suggested i keep a diary of my different experiences. But i went a step further...

I'd recently bought a gopro after having an idea to make some yoga video's, and decided to try my hand at a different type of filming.

I was due to fuck that evening. Some guy had heard about me from one of his friends and wanted a go for himself. So I told him he could come round.

I rested the camera on the shelf at the end of my bed. The excitement of it all had had my pulse racing. When he was in my room and I knew he was ready to get inside me, I asked him if he minded if I filmed us. I told him i get off on watching the footage back. He thought that was hot and agreed straight away.

I pressed record.

And then the next night, with the next guy, I also pressed record.

All i had to do was make sure that whatever position we were in when he was about to cum in me, he was facing the right way for the camera.

After a couple of weeks I told my friend what i'd be doing and she begged to watch the footage with me. It was a fascinating night watching all the different styles, facial expressions, cock sizes as they all fucked me as best they could.

i'd noted down which ones were wearing a condom and which weren't, to see if my friend could guess. I always prefer not to use a condom if i can persuade them. And it did seem that the ones that were inside me unprotected were having a better time.

I also did my best to mix up where they were cumming and the position we were in. The best for the camera was missionary or doggy as you could clearly see their faces. But it didn't seem to matter if they were cumming in my pussy or ass. Although cumming down my throat did evoke a slightly different, more triumphant sort of expression.

What was also cute was they'd be fucking me as hard as they could, acting like some porn star, and then just as they put their last drop of cum in me, their expression would change and they'd go all soft and caring, as if they loved me.

It was funny to see their dejected look when they realised they weren't going to be invited to stay. I either wanted to sleep alone, or get the next 'actor' in.