Since the beginning of the year I've been exploring my gay side. At first was just watching bi porn but that quickly evolve. I've been fingering my ass, sucking my own dick (yes, I can do it), but I felt like I needed something more.

A few days ago, knowing that I would be home alone almost all day, I started my masturbation session. After an hour or so of edging I was horny enough to try it, I run to the bedroom, opened her closet and grabbed her dildo. I was shaking on anticipation. I didn't have any lube so I thought about using my saliva to wet it. I took the toy close to my mouth and I tried to repeat the same motions that my gf do to me. The feeling of that thing filling my mouth was amazing and I almost cum just by that. I spit it, lick it, and pushed it as deep in my throat as I could. I fantasize about receiving a huge cumshot inside my mouth but sadly it wasn't that kind of toy.

While I was sucking it I used my fingers to stimulate my ass, so when I felt it ready I started to push the dildo inside. At first I struggle with the first couple of centimeters, it was thick and I felt a bit of pain, but suddenly it slided in almost half of it, I couldn't hold the moan. I kept pushing in until it was all the way inside me. I increase the vibration to the max while I did circular motions while I move it in and out. My dick was leaking precum so I went to the shower, opened the warm water and let everything fluid free. After a few minutes of incredible pleasure I couldn't even stand up, so I lay down in the shower floor and stroked my dick while I kept fucking my ass. An explosion of cum filled the air dropping on my horny body like rain, I kept fucking my ass a bit after that, then I cleaned the toy and myself.

If a simple toy made me feel all of that I can't imagine how a real dick can be.