So just to start this was just a few days ago I 37m and she 36f dated when we were younger and we were each other's first in the biblical sense. We had broke up due to her dad not liking me and then I was scared. So fast forward to the last couple of years and we are talking again and admit that we were not over each other. She knows that I got married and am a little unhappy and not sexually satisfied. I maybe get action every once to maybe twice a year. She has had a few ex's that she was clueless about and they were controlling and abusive. I mean I still love this woman and she loves me but her current bf doesn't try to satisfy her needs. I'm a firm believer that a woman should be satisfied before we as the male get our jollies off. Well anyway we are hanging out just a few days ago and we are talking and enjoying ourselves at her nearly empty apartment minus a few bites of furniture as she is moving. I help her pack a few things up and we decided to take a break and check out what was her bedroom. I kept getting close to her but also tried to respect her boundaries. She is sitting on a window ledge of the bedroom and our conversation lead from one thing to the next. She asked me to scoot closer and I did. She looks at me and I ask what she is thinking of and she just blushes and say I can't tell you. I just tell her be honest and tell me. She then leans in and kisses me. We begin to make out as she comes off the window ledge and I start undressing her and kissing her and massaging her breast. I lick and suck on her massive pierced nipples and at this point I'm starting to get hard. We close the blinds on the window and continue to make out. I grab her hand and place it on my cock through my pants and she starts stroking it. She takes one of my hands and places it in her pants and I begin to finger her. I pullout my cock and place it in her hand as she strokes me and I finger her. I feel her getting wetter as I do. She feels my cock getting bigger and thicker and she stops stroking me looks at me and says we gotta stop. I ask if I did anything wrong and she says she doesn't want to cheat on her bf. Since then she has ghosted me. But I know that this could be a potential her moving back on her own. The tension is high and we both want it.