My husband has really been on a hotwife/ shared wife fantasy. We have been discussing it the last couple years and this week while he was away I was supposed to hook up with my ex-fwb. Well the day of I got cold feet and called it off. I stay home while he’s working so it actually sounds fun. To say the least hubby and my ex-fwb we’re definitely upset but they understand. The next day I couldn’t stop thinking about my exs cock from back then. So I decided to tease him. Sent a few photos and such. But I just got extremely wet and turned on. I turned off the security cameras and I had the fwb come over. We played for a while. Just oral, fingering and kissing. It was to much and he ended up in me. I forgot how thick his cock was when I blew him. He just put my thong aside and it really stretched me out. I was so full. All the fantasy hubs and I talked about I never realized I’d loose control with another man. I was kissing him with passion while he was stretching me and he just flooded me with cum. I told my hubby that I’d be thinking of him if we actually went through with the fantasy. Honestly I didn’t think twice about him. I haven’t told my husband yet. Idk if can. I kinda didn’t cheat but did at the same time.