Married 38 yr old female with a LONG story to tell. Getting it out on paper and hopefully finding comfort in sharing it for the first and only time. Feel a little more guilty bc of how I’m now finding myself aroused and or turned on by the entire thing omg! Message with any thoughts or feedback 😅

Occurred the sunday before July 4th weekend. Have yet to see this person at work as they extended their off days from the short week last week (fortunately)

Happened w a Slightly Older also married higher up/ co worker in superior position to me but in a dif dept. Was supposed to be a couple of co workers going out for an hour or two on his boat.

The weather that Sunday morning was dicey clouds in and out and I guess it sort of prompted everyone else to either change their plan or just blow it off without notice bc they felt bad being that we work with this guy. Either way I showed up at the address at the time Kelly my gf told me to be there…

Waited in my car for a while called her no answer no texts etc etc He walked out randomly and came up to my car Said he thought everyone scrapped the plan be of the weather be was glad I came and would still like to go out be the sun was supposed to come out by noon time But we had to leave within a few minutes bc the tide or current idk it would allow the boat off of the lift thing So somehow I felt so obligated and kind of forced into it didn't know wtf to do be he is a superior in a dif dept and knew I was already there obviously So reluctantly and nervous anxcious af I decided to go and thought worst case one hour I'd be back and that was it done deal kind of thing..:

I was very wrong! We get out there and it's just me him and a giant cooler filled with vodka seltzers beer etc Nervous as I was I started drinking white claws like water -Just to ease up a little and let my guard and anxiety down Idk if it was the fact that I didn't eat anything yet that morning or the sun or overwhelming nerves etc wtc But after a couple m I felt as if I had drank a case of them idk if the sun or empty stomach did it but I def felt them way more then usual.

He kept glancing over at me as We’re cruising along - like looking under or over the frames of his sunglasses and kind of smirking winking whatever but it was clear that he was looking at me with “bedroom” eyes we can call them.

I brought a zip up hoodie bc it was cloudy earlier and didn’t know if I’d get or be cold on the water and it made me feel uncomfortable even though it was like 90 degrees I had it zipped up fully at one point bc he kept commenting on how I’m getting a sunburn - how much he loves tan lines and made a weird remark about how bikini tops should be made like sports bras bc of my boobs (very blessed up top) bouncing when he’d hit waves or whatever.

So 1.5 or so hours in he just out of nowhere slows the boat down to almost a dead stop and And turns to me and tells me to hold the wheel be he has to pee - said not to touch the gas just keep the wheel and boat straight for a min

So he literally feet away from me whips his dick out over the waist band and ties of his board shorts - I was like wtf that's weird but ok l'll keep looking straight ahead like he asked lol He goes to the back and pees off of the rear of it Told him I really really wanted to try to drive it bc it seemed fun He playfully kind of agrees but said that he'll only allow me to and only for 5 min tops but l have to show him atleast one of my boobs bc he said it was all he could keep his focus on and it's been killing him ever since we met the first time years prior and now I was in a bikini and he had to see While I was driving, l at least felt a little less anxious because I felt sort of in control for the first time all day

So reluctantly, and now tipsy, I pulled my left, boob out over top of the bikini and flashed him real quick… this is where it all shifted:(

Part 2 to follow