I don’t know if I’m just stupid, mindbroken, or what but I’m trying to get pregnant by having sex with so many men it’d be impossible for me to know who the father is… again. Last year I had a baby after being reckless and sleeping with so many men I couldn’t figure out who the father was and I’ve started sleeping around again in really disgusting ways. I’ve fucked guys I met at gas stations, tinder hookups, getting drunk at parties, you name it. I’ve already had a pregnancy scare last month and I thought that would bring me back to reality but now I realize I want it even more . It was humiliating enough to have done it once and explain it to people in my life, but I know people won’t have the sympathy they did before if I do it again and for some sick reason I want people to see me as that kind of woman. The one with multiple baby daddy’s who gets run through and keeps popping out kids. The one who no matter how right I might do by them they can’t help but see me as a disgusting low life while my belly swells and I’m the one they say “Omg it she pregnant again???” And it’s crazy how willing men are to raw me and cum inside like it’s nothing and I beg them for it every time. But at this point I can’t stop myself, I need to get pregnant again at least one more time like this.