I was dating a Jehovah's Witness drug dealer who would get high and then get sad that I was going to hell because I was Catholic. But, I wanted to have sex so bad that I didn't care. We got drunk and started to kiss until we ended up in bed. It was broken, so he’d laid a twin mattrass in his basement . He jammed a rather insanely large penis into my vaginal area, it hurt too much, i was still a virgin, I had to stop him. We tried again, and it was okay that time. I didn’t bleed, but I didn’t really [enjoy it], either.’ After then, I met my first sweet sugar daddy, I was 19 and he was 52. I met him at a luxury night club, after that we had dating for few months. He treated me like his princess made me fell in love with him, We had sex countless of times for 5 days trip at a luxury resort from morning till night again and again. He taught me everything about sex. Since then, I fell in love with sexing older men,

I fell into this trap and couldn't escape; I became obsessed. Having cyber sex with older men made me feel satisfied DO YOU GUYS THINK I CAN STOP SEXING OLDER MEN? OR MAYBE I NEED TO QUITE DRUGS