I had a male friend in my teens up to my early twenties. We were neighbors, the same age, he was 6'2 and I'm 5'5 and went to the same high school. We would hang out all the time and ride bikes, go to the beach (live in So California), the movies etc. I don't drink now but I had my first alcohol with him. That led to us hanging out and drinking more, I do remember alcohol would get me drunk pretty fast. One specific night we were drinking at a park, I blacked out and when I gained consciousness I was on my knees with his cock in my mouth. I remember holding on to his pants and he woud put his dick in my mouth and say something but I don't remember exactly. I really don't remember much of that night. But we kept om hanging out and that led to me sucking his cock when we would. As we grew up we went our own ways. But I think about him often and I'm sure he thinks of me. Will I ever find someone like him?