I’ve (42F) had a fantasy for over twenty years of my husband fucking another woman in front of me. It started before we were even together. When I first met my husband he had a girlfriend of 5 years. I was so fucking horny for him but kept it a secret from everyone. One night I went to his house for a party and he was upstairs fucking his girlfriend. That’s when it started. The thought of him fucking someone made me so horny I fucked someone else that night thinking of him (see other slutty confession). Crazy enough we ended up getting together. He dumped his girlfriend but I never was able to dump the fantasy. To this day I cum the hardest when I’m thinking of him bending some chick over and fucking her hard. Lately the fantasy is starting to grow. I want to see him do everything except kiss. I know that’s crazy but kissing is only for me. I’ve also never been with a girl except a kiss in high school just to get some guys worked up… Now I’m curious to how it feels to have a girl lick my pussy…. We’ve been married for 17 years together for 21. I don’t want to do anything that will jeopardize our marriage. He’s my best friend and we have the most amazing sex life. To do it, or not….?